It's no secret that I read a lot of blogs. I read blogs that are all about different things. I'm reading step-mom blogs, I'm reading my friends blogs, and I'm reading blogs on a site i joined.

Since joining that site I realized that I just don't have the time to devote to that part of my life. It would be wonderful to have that, but I just can't devote that much of my time to another person. Heck I couldn't even keep up with a group I'd joined and had to leave it. Eventually I will have the time to devote to *gasp* online group activity. Right now is not the time.

I've decided to live vicariously through others, it has it's advantages. Though I must admit it does leave me feeling a bit jealous. Anyways! I went to view the recent journals and I came across some drama.

Not a lot of drama, just someone being stupid. I have left a lot of comments on a lot of different peoples blogs. I have never said anything out of pure meanness. My comments always have to do with the blog at hand.

Well this one just ripped apart, in a way, this young girl for being with a much older man. All while stating she was tolerant of others and blah blah. I saw who wrote the offending post and because I felt no need to wade in the kiddie pool I said nothing.

My opinion however was that its real hard to throw stones when your 40+ yr old ass is hanging half naked out for the world to see. When your crouched and you have one of your tits just sagging out. The girl who was attacked is 19 and this chick is 40+. I saw the pictures of both of them and the older had some nerve.

How do you get to be 40+ years old and just still be a mean nasty bitch? Is it too much to ask that you find your happy place already and just deal with your own issues. But I think the 19yr old hit it on the head, the other was just having issues because she was jealous of many different things.

I personally know that I grow every day. I also know that if I get to my 40's and am as mean and hateful as that person, someone had better take me out to pasture!

Heres to learning to let go of all the hate and discontent in your life!