bills

bills are paid, have a couple to pay on my next check and then just keep paying on the credit cards. good lord nothing but bills bills bills lol but at least i have a job to pay for them and all the extra curiiculars that i want lol.

anyways i just wanted to hop on and see if i could see updates from friends before i head home but blogger hates me and says im following nothing lol.

so back to my house i go and cry cuz im broke now lol but christmas is gotten for mae and all thts left is cheapo stocking stuffers and life is good.

have a great one 11-28-2011

quickie

Had to come to the library to get my work schedule so i figured id jump over here and wish everyone a happy turkey day and i hope that dawn gets well, cable gets turned back quick for brenda and those who deserve it get exactly what they deserve.

Still enjoying the house, had a party the other night and Mae had a freakin blast! Kids to play with, music to dance to and a late night snack!

Seriously....the only thing that would make life better is a winning lotto ticket so I didnt have to work so freakin much lol.

Anyways time to go get the kid from school. Hope all is well with everyone!

quickie

Gave the kid the day off and now we're sitting at my mom n dads house. they needed me to put something in the swap sheet and i havnt given the laptop back yet lol.

waiting to see about an interview at work. hopefully i get the interview. i am quite confident in myself at this moment for the interview. the confidence ends there though lol im afraid of change and will have to work hard if i get the job. so im hoping for the job and yet not lol.

i am so greatful that i am as well adjusted as i am because i have it so good. ive got friends, family, love, a car, a home, a job, food in the fridge, a healthy kid and the list just goes on and on. Yes i have the nastiness of depression that rears its head full force occasionally but at least i am able to deal with it.

ive lost enough weight that while if i lost another 10 to 2o pounds i would be crazy skinny but i wouldnt be able to maintain it. So im not worried about losing anymore weight because well i look good lol. when people gasp and exclaim when they see you lol you know you did good lol.

I am greatful that i don't have to live my life online, i feel bad for those who have nothing for a life but online but you reap what you sow and you have to live with it.

heres to a great weekend and to all those actually living life no matter how rough we have it at times!

Alive

I feel kinda like crap so it's a mental health day. Paid the electric bill and then paid my library fine. Soon Ill be back home to sleep. I am sooo tired and i have no idea why lol.

Life is good, the basement rocks for partying. You can dance and everything down there lol.

Kiddo is good, still driving me nuts with all the questions she asks.

Work is good, thinking Im going to interview for a new position and if that doesn't happen I will interview for yet another position lol.

House is filthy lol I really need to clean the bathroom and swiffer the shit out of the kitchen floor. Though I do think the smell we were smelling was the rugs cuz i dont smell jack now.

Did i mention im tired lol. Ok so nothing new to report except damn those pork tenderloins are freaking awesome!

borrowed

so i should have been grocery shopping right now but my friend had an emergency and so im sitting watching 2 kiddos. My friend is so nice that she even turned the laptop on for me to fart around on lol.

I had 3 wonderful days and nights off work this past weekend. Hell I even had a night without Mae. Yes I got fucked up lol. Once again the guys in my life came through and funded a night out. Which turned into going back to my house for beer and dominoes. God we had a good time. We were loud,drunk, rowdy, and then we were just fucked lol. Since Mae wasn't there i got to sleep til almost noon. What a wonderful way to start the day!

Saturday night we went to church and then trunk or treating. Mmmm candy lol. After all that fun I put Mae to bed and since I had such a long night the night before I decided to xanex and ambien so my butt would go to bed. Well I went to bed all right. Except I think I need a stronger ambien cuz i keep waking up and even the vibration of my text messages wakes me up.

Mr. Awesome is my late night friend lol. And what a friend he is lol. Im talking move the bed across the floor, leave ya bruised from tossing me around the bed lol. The only problem is lol i have to run away and hide for 10 minutes to get him to go ni ni lol. He thinks im banging lol but i think thats cuz im an old lady and hes a young stud lol. Ooo its so nice to have a good booty call with nothing to worry about except being awake when the call comes lol. If i miss it oh well lol Im totally enjoying the 2 to 3 hours of goodness lol.

I had to just bite the fucking bullet cuz i love my friend and call my mother, I have not spoken to her in over a month. Not one word, one text, anything! Soooo i opened up the fucking door. Not happy about that lol but im going to have to keep backed off if i can help it.

My dad gave me my credit card yesterday and didnt like it lol. Sorry i have shit i need money for lol and i just dont have it. Soooooo im going to have to be real real careful about using it for nonessentials.

Life is really good on my end. Yay me lol (this blog was written a week or two ago and blogger wouldnt let me post it lol)