4 months is a good run for me. I usually bolt at the begining of the 3rd month. But this time I didnt and well it ended. As happy as it all was going the crazy route would have been ok but add to that how attached he is to his mom...well lets just say he decided that he would rather live at home then be here. Ohh but he wants to be friends. There are some ex's I can be friends with. The love I had for this one means I can't be friends with him. He was forever, I saw forever, I heard the click...and now its back to doing it the way it was done before him.

Hell i thought we were getting back together and nope he was getting his big stuff from my house. Ha so funny the way men will get to you.

I guess it's back to the drawing board. My world is upside down right now but thats a good thing because now it looks like im smiling! lol lame i know.

Thankfully I had a relationship with his mama before him and her and I are all good because her and Mae clicked real well and I want her to still see her. He doesn' t get the confusion it would cause for her to hang with him because well she wanted a daddy she chose him and well didnt last long.

Though to his credit he does love Mae and is willing to give her rides to see him and shit so at least he has one up on the donor.

Anyways im gonna get my ass ready to take this kid to school and chill before work.

Holy crap batman! Up at 3 am again because Mae had to get up. So of course I had to stay up to make sure she went back to bed and stayed there. About an hour and a half later I was snoring on the couch because I just had a feeling she'd get back up lol.

Today I don't have much of an agenda except do the dishes and sleep and be lazy. I figure what the hell are two days off for lol.

Soooooo we're both covered in bruises from our romp on the hardwood floors. BUT lol the best part is that the wine made for some pictures that um omg what the hell lol. He lost his hat yesterday and looked and looked and looked for it. Then for some reason I got my phone out and was looking at the pictures. Well we have the proof of hat and that there is baby makin equipment lol. We didn't even remember it til we saw it lol and then of course we promptly found the hat lol. OMG we are bad bad bad people lol.

Well nothing going on still just living life, enjoying our family, and trying not to strangle the kid lol have a great one.

HOP HOP HOP

That's what the Easter Bunny does! I was the bunny! I had a great time until they told me I had to go to lunch. Damn it I was enjoying all the kids even if i was sweating to death.

Hardwood floors need to have rugs on them lol we keep ending up with bruises in places we shouldnt have them lol. Yeah we're working on that making a baby thing. Hopefully it will happen but if not then we still have Mae.

There really truly isnt anything going on in the life of the crazies. Work, love, food, and do it all again lol.

The only interesting thing to happen is that Earl thinks he saw the kids dad. He calls him Skullet and the woman he was with Fugly. Not my words but i find them amusing. What I don't find amusing is that if it was him that he saw, he was two blocks from my house. Which means he either walked down or the woman gave him a ride. Guess that I was right when I said he wanted nothing to do with her because if he did he would have used that woman for a ride to get his kid.

Oh well, the only thing that thought does is freak out Earl because he's afraid Mae will forget him. What he doesn't know is that yesterday Mae started talking about (we'll go with skullet lol) and she started to call him daddy and then stopped and called him dad. He had two years to be with her and now she has a daddy she isn't worried so much about him anymore so now she has a dad and a Daddy. Daddy wins everytime because its the daddy that does the most work.

Life is good and i didnt get screwed at work as much as they tried lol they fucked up and yay im good!