So I'm not blogging anywhere lol. I've just been really really unbloggable. Today will be day 7 in a row at work and when I get home I dont want to do anything but love on Mae and sit on my butt lol.

The kids dad got fired so we are without that extra money. It's really really tight around here. I'd get rid of the internet and direct tv but you know those wonderful 2 year contracts. It would cost more than the bill to get out of the contracts. I maxed my credit cards and now there isnt even that to fall back on. Well not only is he going to be an absent father he will now also be lumped into the full on dead beat dad department. But i'm working and all i have to do is just keep getting up and going to work and eventually all the bills will get paid...i hope!

But we won't have to worry about eating because they upped food stamps since we dont have that income. I used the child support for things we needed and without that money well never mind it doesnt matter because those who read this have been there done that.

Mae has to go back to iowa city to see if she has any kind of autism and they say yup she has adhd and pica...lovely!

But shes medicated now and it seems to be helping sorta...i think we need a med adjustment but what do i know.

So the best part of my day is Mae and the worst part of my day is a toss up between work and mae lol

other than that life is life and i really dont have anything to complain about.

Well it looks like im going to be moving my blog because i am not downloading another browser. I am no longer supported by blogger lol. Not sure where im moving it to yet but there are a couple options but seriously what a pain in the ass to have to move my blog AGAIN. First yahoo, then myspace, then livejournal, then something else, something else and blogger...ugh im spread out all over the world wide web. Tales of woe and tales of triumph all kinds of tales.

So instead of a big update like i wanted lol im just going to stop because i have no clue how to do the big update because...my life is in its own form of turmoil and its not dire but enough to send me over the edge...im hanging in there and hanging on...but seriously...ugh....life isnt all roses right now but hey at least i have the thorns!