Day by day. That's the motto I'm living by. Still trying to figure out how to get me sleeping again. Couple days a week we may have to sleep apart but if that's what it takes.

Grocery shopping tonight is gonna be so fun, not lol. Have to get 2 carts and then split the store.

Work sucks it's so slow.
And that's the latest from me.

Kid is at it again. Gonna kill herself and now I'm waiting for her to get out of the hospital. Fucking kid is going to be the death of me.

In other news he went back to work today.

It's my Friday and I'm going to my girlfriend's after work for wine and decompressing.

No work again today or tomorrow. I'm livid. So tomorrow its time to hit the fast food places.

I don't know what he's thinking. But if he doesn't get his shit together I'm going to have to divorce him. I can't be the only one working.

Hell at this rate I don't even know if I can afford a present for my grandson because of this.

But it is what it is and talking usually helps but this is just gonna be an argument.

Missed a whole week of work because of his back. Spent 2 days helping a friend and doesn't understand why I'm pissy. That means no money this week and I don't get paid again til a week from this Friday. Guess I get to go back to home rolled smokes because I have no money. 

Hopefully he understands that we don't go visit his dad this week because I don't have gas to drive all that way and get to and from work. 

I really just wish he'd find a fast food job. They have steady hours and pay. Not like the temp service which might not have anything. I just want him regularly employed. 

Stuck at work til 5 today. After work I'm picking him up to go to a birthday party/hug roast. Mmm yummy piggy! But hes already asked how long we have to be there. Man up for 2 hours or so please. Like I said you can help your friends but cant come with me....we gonna fuss if I get home and hes not ready.

Anyways nothing new, just chugging along like usual. 

Where did I leave off? Well got married and then was alone for 14 months because he went to prison. He got home Aug 30th and things have been good, except we are having trouble working. 

He hurt his back and has missed all week so far. It pushes me off because I hurt my back last year and I still worked. I'm hoping my mom will let me slide on this weeks payment so we can eat next week. I don't make enough money for him to not work.  I just want him working. I don't care where just bring me a paycheck. 

Working now and then I'm hitting up my besties house after for hopefully a couple glasses of wine and some laughs. 

My poor fella! Yesterday he had his teeth removed and they shaved his jawbone and they then put his dentures in. 

It became very clear real quick how new we are....again. We are almost at 5 months and we keep having these big life issues that keep popping up and I know dick! They asked questions that I just don't know the answers to. 

He hurts so bad. He came out of surgery and it sucked. I sat and was quiet. He was quite out of it and in so much pain. But he kept thanking me for helping him.

Through all the pain he was still my Isaac.  Love him mucho. 

He has an appointment sometime today and will have to wait a month to get his stitches out. Dr said she did good except some of his teeth didn't want to cooperate so they had to break them to surgically remove them.

Ok so I should try to sleep some more. Work tonight 5 to 8. Hopefully we'll make money cuz I only have 6 bucks. Thankfully chicken noodle and Ramen are cheap.  So is jello lol.

It's going to be a rough week. Boyfriend just got out of surgery for dentures and it's not fun. His new teeth will be pretty after he heals.
It sucks seeing him like this because the pain makes him not my Isaac.
So it's going to be rough but it will be worth it.