Here's the thing about vlogging. I hate hearing myself and watching myself. Unless of course I'm in one of my picture taking moods. I keep saying that I use this to vent and get it out and that's the truth. I'm one of those people who once it's out I'm usually good. So when I get a comment on a blog I usually have to go back and read what I've written. With vlogging I'm going to have to go back and watch what I said. I've gotten a couple comments on the first vlogs and I really don't remember what I said lol. Now I'm going to be forced to watch them so I can comment. Kathleen Im trying to get to your comment but since it was left on youtube I havn't gotten to it, sorry. I like the process of blogging because I can pound the keys if I want and I can backspace and edit. But once I start talking I don't want to have to delete the whole thing and start over. Or take the chance of saying something that I want to omit for any various reason for wanting to leave a portion out; like they do on contest shows the whole it was edited but didnt effect the outcome. I'm ready to be able to do blogs more often. Right now I'm pushing myself with just this short blog and I can feel the effort in my injured area. While healing I'm just like all other patients and have no patience and want results now. I want to get it done and over so I can get back to work. I need to find a new job but I need to get back to work. Out of the house and out in public because I'm turning into the Mae's dad. I've forgotten how to behave around people lol. I keep apologizing to my friends for not knowing how to not be all waaaaaaa lol. OK so i've pushed my arm far enough time to play pogo where i just use one finger lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5G_6flHQnY even though it says Saturday on the time this was actually a Friday post, cuz you know some shits going on when im here more than once a day. and until my hand is better lol i may be commenting on your blogs in my vlog because i typed one earlier today and it sucked and then there was the chapta chatka chatke whatever it is lol makes it work lol oh yea drugs are good! especially the ones you have a script for lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ts4tjPwzCA4 happy friday blog

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3o9_U-u6ko

I would so muc rather vlog at this point but thats impossible to do til Friday night late late. If your on my Facebook you got to see what we were up to yesterday. $90 some bucks in pictures, thank you credit card lol.

so its off to church and guess who is coming with me??? KATIE!!! yay! and today im taking her to see all the relatives she doesnt normally see and one on her dads side that really really miss her.

im not a bad ex..when katie lived here fulltime i would take her for breakfast a lot before school so her Aunt could see her so today we are going over there and to my grandparents and basically i get a whole day of Katie~

anyways time to hit the road, dang this short lil thing has worn out my hand lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6JtgHvllPZQ goofballs are us!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4d60n-CpNg4 more on my Dawn obsession lol enjoy the real bedhead lol

check me out!!! I'm kinda back to bloagging!! Now I'm one handed and one fingered!! OOO Wait I have use of one hand, a thimb, index finger, and pinkie and i just know got all of them into gear except my middle finger.

OMG you have no idea how much i have missed blogging! I love to type. It's one of my fav things to do! So today is a goooood day!

The PT lady said yup you're good to facebook lol. OOOOO she has no idea how addicted i am to this lol. Plus I no longer need to use qtips for things they werent intended for!!

oh god it feels like forever but its only been a couple weeks.

But the real reason i chose to blog now is cuz helllll yeah! i have a 5 min(probably an hout) break from mae. only took my best begging lol. so mae io off with grandma and grandpa and me and mt flame and blogger are getting down with ou bad selves lol

TGIF

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJYs18ySWhI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDe7HmC4AH8 just laugh lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MIEfW9VYT4 its all about hating and blaming Dawn today lol

i can vlog after 220 pm tomorrow! i sleep watch movies and i couldnt figure out what to watch. cry,scare myself,senseless violence.... i settled on seconf hand lions...i guess you call that kind of uplifting and fun...love the salesmen! ty for good drugs cuz they are helping all that ails me..too bad no more refills lol til tomorrow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YneegPe_-kA two in one day you know it has to be something lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fL4Q1aIP_xk you thought i rambled when i type lol

excuse the tears lol http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4LUU3q6qsg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2ee8dE5ZRY Round 2 lol


Yes, i really am this goofy lol. i look like shit, i miss blogging and why the hell does my face look so freaking fat?????? Ive lost so much weight when i asked mom to button my pants lol she commented about how much weight ive lost. so pretty much what i hate about vblogging is how i look and sound and that how goofy i really am comes acrosss lol whew im worn out from this little bit of typing. enjoy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRsAkOOa4kA ok click that it should work if not fuck it i tried lol