Its always few and far between when it comes to my blog. Because fixing my pc isn't one of my priorities right now. I have all kinds of bills and stuff that come first. Plus the hours that I keep if I had a pc, work would be impossible because I'd be on a bejeweled kick lol.

So i found out like 10 minutes ago that i got a raise at my 90 days. would have been neato to know about it before hand lol. So now I make more money then I thought and i still have less money then i want lol.

its hot here and i let the pool go green.  yeah fun fun, but the 15 yr old was sick of being hot so she got out there dumped the pool and bleached the green out and is halfway filled up that pool. they should be able to get into it today. Pretty good for a summer, only dumping the water once.

Kids dad is trying to die on me I swear. That or give me a heart attack, not sure which...either way it sucks. Drove him to iowa city to the va clinic for what was supposed to be easy peasy testing. Yeah while im on the phone trying to find a way to get him back the next week, i look up and he's gone. Next thing I know they are getting us and we're following him on a gurney as they get him ready for a cardiac cath. Good thing he didnt eat when we gassed up.

Mae was happy because he spent a couple nights with  us because after a groin incision who really wants to walk up three flights of stairs. Im not that mean.

so hes better but now Mae wants more time with him, but they are working him so much that he doesnt have time. poor girl.

Im all over the place and am lucky that im as stable as i am. im just totally hating on some things, loving some things, and basically i think i need two things...a good damn cry and a good damn drunk!

And the guy who just sat down next to me reeks of weed lol gotta love the library...or as some say libary lol

thats all i got i have to get ready to go pick up Mae. Early out cuz of the hot.