quickie

Gave the kid the day off and now we're sitting at my mom n dads house. they needed me to put something in the swap sheet and i havnt given the laptop back yet lol.

waiting to see about an interview at work. hopefully i get the interview. i am quite confident in myself at this moment for the interview. the confidence ends there though lol im afraid of change and will have to work hard if i get the job. so im hoping for the job and yet not lol.

i am so greatful that i am as well adjusted as i am because i have it so good. ive got friends, family, love, a car, a home, a job, food in the fridge, a healthy kid and the list just goes on and on. Yes i have the nastiness of depression that rears its head full force occasionally but at least i am able to deal with it.

ive lost enough weight that while if i lost another 10 to 2o pounds i would be crazy skinny but i wouldnt be able to maintain it. So im not worried about losing anymore weight because well i look good lol. when people gasp and exclaim when they see you lol you know you did good lol.

I am greatful that i don't have to live my life online, i feel bad for those who have nothing for a life but online but you reap what you sow and you have to live with it.

heres to a great weekend and to all those actually living life no matter how rough we have it at times!