I am the queen of rolling with it! Today though i dont feel like im the queen of rolling with it.

This weekend is obviously the holiday and i was scheduled to work 2 days. Well while shopping at WalMart today, which has no cell reception for the most part, i recieved a phone call from my boss.

Seems like the other new girl is sick and needs someone to cover her shift. Of course noone is answering text or phone calls. So he wanted to know if i was able to work. Called daycare and yeah if i need to work i can. BUT i dont know when ill find out if im working or not! Great!

So then we stop at taco bell and i get another phone call. This one is from another company who has jerked me around about getting on there. First i got a call and couldnt take the job because of Mae's surgery. Then they called back and scheduled an interview for the 29th. Then the called and cancelled it. Then today they call AGAIN! I didnt make a good impression because i was honest i was like look im sorry to be crude but ive been jerked around by you guys ALOT. She said she was sorry they are at the mercy of their clients. Well duh ive worked call centers i know how it works.

So tomorrow at 1230 i will be going and taking the data entry test. If i pass that ill be interviewed. If i pass that then they pass my stuff onto the HR people. Then if that works i start monday. When im going to be drug tested i have no idea! Ive been doing really really good at not smoking because well....im fucking broke, im not a fucking mooch, and well i need a job.

All very good reasons to not be herbally medicated. Hopefully though i can pass a test, its been awhile, but not that long awhile and seriously....WTF. I know I know, my choices are my choices and i have to accept the consequences. Which ill do.

But why o why must this week be the week that has all the change in it. Friday im supposed to spend all damned day cooking and cooking things ive never made before!

Im screwed! Its ok though because it happens. I guess im saying keep your fingers crossed that since i havnt been a chronic smoker in awhile that i can pass. God, its time to just legalize pot and get it over with. The rules for that should be...no smoking before work and no stuff at work and what you do on your own time is your own. God...the one vice i have and its the worst one to have. This is totally sarcastic but maybe i should just have been a fucking meth head, thats something that doesnt stay in your system forever. Hell maybe i should just be a damned alcoholic...at least then its not something thats tested for.

Christ...i need to start doing things different. Ok so enough of my whining and bitching im going to take a nap and calm my ass down so i can go to work if i have to tonight!

To all the smokers....lucky you!