Yesterday i did my friend a favor and watched her daycare kids while she took her sister for an amnio. I was in the middle of feeding one of the babies and my phone rings. Its the kids dad. I pick up long enough to say its a bad time ill call you later.

So i call him later and he says he wants to call a truce. He doesnt want to go to war with me. Um...hellllllooooo....i wasnt at war with him. I was fed up with his bullshit and his thinking he had any kind of right to treat me with blatent disrespect in turn disrespecting his daughter. Your actions have consequences. Thats all no more no less.

Obviously i wasnt sitting around plotting ways to make his life hell, plotting about getting a lawyer. And that restraining order...yea that was never a threat, which i pointed out many many times, it was reality. Reality of the situation is/was he was calling and messageing all the time. Every little detail he wanted. Well ya know what, i dont/didnt have time for that shit! Reality sucks and sometimes you have to live in it and not just vacation there.

He has decided he will pay for the tball glove and half the pictures. Way cool, thanks man! Tells me hes in therapy...good for you man...now work with it! I dont know how long hes been in therapy but its my unprofessional opinion that he needs a lot more of it. I was listening to him speak and i could hear whatever professional help he is getting come out, but always at the end of something where i thought there was a breakthrough...was all the same old crap.

Good lord, this man actually thinks i wanted to take his daughter from him. Hellooo....all ive ever said to my friends is that i dont get that choice. She knows her father, she loves her father, and wants to be with her father. Im the one though who has to decide if its right or wrong for her to be over there after any given outburst.

Id love to be able to throw a pity party about Mae, but i dont get to. Im the parent, im responsible, i have to be in control of not only me, but her. I think that once you realize its not all about you anymore then you become a better parent.

I know im a better parent this time around because ive figure lots of the little things out.

Like you dont involve people with your life who dont have your best interests at heart. You dont condone other peoples behaviors. And you certainly dont do a myriad of other things that im too lazy to write about.

He told me he has been leaving comments and shit for me, what part of i dont think anything is about me doesnt apply. Hell i know he hasnt deleted me from his messanger like ive done him, because he knew about the ball and bat i wanted for Mae. He also went on to inform me that the psycho was telling him that i was bragging about Mae calling someone else daddy.

That is the precise reason i told him to not talk to that psycho about Mae and me. I have never bragged about Mae calling anyone daddy because she only calls one person daddy. But some people think that they have the right to interfere in absolutely everything because they are unhappy.

Again funny that im the one who was thought to be at war, but the war was all one sided with help from his friends. Im the one who was pissed off because he should have been able to control himself and wasnt, resulting in visitation being cut. Ya know they do that shit in court too! If you start being abusive and stuff the court will cut your visitation too.

I dont know why he thinks im stupid, why he thinks im not looking out for Maes best interests, and i certainly dont know why he thinks im out to get him. It just really is irritating knowing that you have been trying to do the right thing and no matter how far you bend....your the one who is psycho, irrational, mean, bad, whatever ya know?

So im going to do my best to believe someone who for 5 years consistently lied to me is trying to get his life together for the sake of my kiddo, its all i can do. You know when it blows up in my face ill be back blogging about how stupid i was YET AGAIN!

Heres to people actually moving on in their life and remembering that not everyone on the internet is looking out for you, there mostly looking for free entertainment!