Its been a long unproductive weekend. Luckily i called the kids dad to tell him this weekend she would be there later because i went out and had to much fun on friday. Which meant i was in bed nursing myself back to myself saturday.

There went my plans to get everything i wanted accomplished accomplished. So today ill be doing everything i should have done yesterday. Le Sigh!

I know its stupid, but im getting more anxious about Mae's surgery. The surgery itself, again, isnt whats really got me on edge. Its the recovery period starting with day 1.

I remember how bad she had it the first time around with the tubes. She did not like coming out of the anesthesia. This time though its not just the anesthesia we have to be thinking of.

For tonsils and adnoids you get a recovery period in one room just for the anesthesia. Then they ship the kids on over to the Peds unit until they drink so much.

I have a stubborn kid and if she doesnt do what they want her to do then they will admit her. That is the last thing i want to be thinking about.

Hell we already have my sister in the hospital. Like the family needs anymore stress.

I dont know, i think its just the mama in me being stupid. Hell its not like she is the first and last kid to ever have this done.

Well back to the grind and maybe a nap. 130am Drama Calls are not my thing, but i take them!