I just wanted to let you know that the next few blogs wont be nice probably. and if they are then cool, but im in such a hateful place at the moment that its just going to be my personal drama that i spew.

i dont care if it offends anyone and i dont care if it makes people think bad of me.

i blog to vent because your friends only want to hear it so many times.

Something about friends that i blogged about in the past is loyalty. my friends are loyal to me. never ever doubt that my friends have my best interests at heart, they dont sugar coat it, they dont lie to me, and they sure the fuck always have my back.

my friends care about me the way you care about people. they dont hide from the truth. they are my friends because they are always on the up and up with me. despite what other people would like to believe.

my friends are my friends and for a minute i thought it was me not sharing them. but the truth of the matter is they arent willing to share me with some people. BECAUSE they have my best interests at heart.

they want me to make the right decisons. they want to support me in my life. they want me to raise mae in a safe sane healthy environment. and if being my friend means supporting me during the hard decisions, the rougher times....guess what they are there for me!

again i made the right choices a while ago and thank god i did. if i hadnt i cant imagine how horrible all this drama bullshit would be. i dont need drama in my life. i have enough drama thats actually called life. life is dramatic and mine changes daily. but i can live with that kind of drama. i dont deal well with drama bullshit thats not entertainment. there is a difference between the two. and im sure most people know the difference.

im going to live my life, love my family, love my friends and be thankful that i have them to help me deal with the psychoticness that surrounds some people.

Lets end with a great song lyric..... GO FIX YOURSELF!