Another day another color I didn't quite choose lol. 

I've been up since 430. It's surgery day for "dad". So we're sitting in the room waiting for them to take him to surgery. 

What I didn't expect is the sheer anxiety and horrific feeling in the pit of my stomach. I thought I was over my grandpa experience but obviously I'm not.

It will be a fun day with anxiety. But I brought my xanex so I can grab one as needed. 

I'm the other half according to his dad lol but the fun will really happen when Isaacs brother and sister get here. 

Life needs to cut us a little slack because I'm starting to get exhausted from all this excitement. 

Have a great day and Brenda I'm glad crystal got to hear what her uncle said.