I wasn't capable of reality today. I couldn't even reach the playground gate! I had a total emo day. The only thing I did was take care of Mae.

I just couldn't pull myself out of the hole I was in. I'm not out of it now, but I am trying to climb up.

Tomorrow I have to play in reality. I have no choice. I just don't even know how to handle all of this and process it.

Thank god the day is over and I can sleep. Let's hope tomorrow is much better than today!