Happy Thanksgiving my friends! Wow this year has just flown by! Not much left of 2009 and the big feasts are now upon us.
Well i tried the benedryl last night. Yea that was nice....FOR A NAP! She was still up twice and out in the living room. I was on the phone first thing this morning to the Dr's. I dont know what the medication is, because well i didnt listen well yesterday. But only because i had hoped the benedryl would work. Now we have some medication waiting to be picked up that she will take twice a day for 30 days and then they will cut it back and evaluate in a month. Dont worry ill be back im sure with a lot of bitches about the medication. Hopefully though it will help her sleep through the night again.
Tuesday! Bring on Tuesday! I will be on my best interview behavior. Hair done, make up done, nice outfit...and hopefully at the end of it ill have a new job. Ive already got my daycare lined up and payment arrangements made in case i get the job and in case i cant get daycare help. Because you know that its all on me and sometimes you have to ask for help. Well ill be asking and if things work out there...well it looks like ill just be getting myself a babysitter for Friday nights and will be able to think about stopping visitation with the asshole.
My friend stopped visitation and her childs behavior improved in leaps and bounds in the couple months that she hasnt been going. I guess sometimes if the other person continually refuses to do what is in the best interest you have to take matters into your own hands. Yea it will suck not having time off time off from being mommy, but if it ends with Mae being better behaved and staying on the path forward and off the path of regression it will be worth it.
Im excited about this new job possibility because i have experience in a sub shop now, i will have more money and wont be struggling so much, and because its new. God wouldnt it be nice to have disposable income again. To be able to take Mae to WalMart and not have to try to explain to her that mommy cant but instead to go ....Well yes you were a good girl, or no you werent good so you cant. God money is evil incarnate but man i love it.
Heres to not killing your family during the holidays!
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Wow! I would have thought benedryl would have done the trick. I don't have any other advice for you on that. I hope whatever the dr prescribes will help. Lord knows we moms need a good nights sleep to be able to function. Good Luck on the interview, any little bit of extra money is always a good thing!!
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