Woooo its the weekend! I love the weekends. Its when i get to not be mommy 24/7. I live for the weekends. Even when i have to work lol. Though this going in at 11 kind of sucks lol id like to sleep more. Thankfully last night wasnt about getting all tore the fuck up lol. Just putting little holes in it lol.

I had to close last night and about 730ish i sent out a text to my friends and to "Dawn". The only reply i got back right away was from "Dawn" and that said cant i have to work. I didnt truly expect "Dawn" to be able to come out, BUT i had to at least extend the offer.

Well it was close to closeing time and then the texts came in lol. But my cousin had called first and so she was the filler lol.

But again like last weekend my one really really good friend was strange. I think that hes going through something right now but isnt talking about it. At least not to me. Im begining to think ive done something to offend hurt or belittle him. Last weekend he gave me money to basically go away. I was supposed to follow him to another bar, so i did, and when i got there he was like oh your here now, i cant get away from you. WTF??? Yea hes going through something because last night he couldnt even hang with all of us. He was all i cant do this, im on the outside, all this crap. So i dont know whats up but hopefully soon he will snap back.

Then my other friend.....yelled at me in the bar. I dont mean HEYYYYY i mean YELLLED YELLED at me. Yelled so much after he was done he goes...Thanks and wow no one said anything but a couple looks. Did i enjoy being yelled at NO, did i sit there and take it Yes. After he was done yelling i should have told him im sorry for hurting your feelings. I didnt im slow and bad lol.

He had his reason for yelling and if i hadnt thought it was a good thing for him, id have had to bitch slap him. About 2 weeks ago i think, maybe a bit more, his ex and my friend totally now have a worse relationship then me and the kids dad. Didnt think it was possible, but it is.

She had to make a hard decision that parents make. My friend isnt the bio-dad, and her bio-dad has stepped up to the plate and they are having a hard time getting that father daughter bond. Well when shes calling two people daddy, no wonder shes confused. My friend was her daddy, and im sure she will always think of him like that. But shes 4 yrs old and her biodad and family are there for her. Want to be there for her. And arent bad people. Well my friend stopped the visitation with my other friend.

She was so upset about it that she asked me to ride with her to pick up Sid. It was not a fun time! It was horrible. I was good though i only interacted with Sid because either way i was screwed.

So basically last night i got yelled at for being there and the whole situation and basically he vented. He looked at me after and was like woah! i was like its ok, i understand! He was mad at me, yes. But was his yelling anger all for me? No. Would it have been wise to interrupt him and get mad? No. He needed to yell and he needed to curse and he needed to spew hate, and he needed me to know that he thought it was shitty but i think he kind of understands why i was there.

But its ok nothing that a trip to adult land to make it all good lol.

We did have fun last night, we did have laughs, we did have jeramiah weed's and we had lipstick lol

Avon has some funkyfied lipstuff. One of the people i know from the bar had it and she put some on this biker type dude. Oooo it was hilarious. I asked to see the tube and i got it on me. OMG it made your lips tingle and feel all funny. Soooooooooo being the funny girl i am i grabbed Ty planted one on him so he could feel it lol. OOOO it was funny the tingle transferred lol and the color wouldnt leave. Him or the biker type dude. The biker type dude tried to kiss it off on me lol it didnt work.

That was a first and last of its kind of kissing at the bar.

Ohhhh we had a good time! Maybe i deserve the Nobel!