Always searching always yearning. Feeling the insecurity and the hurt. I wont give up hope that there is someone for me. I wish i knew how to go back to what i once was. But that wont ever happen because doors were opened before me and i willing walked through.

Not understanding that once walked through there is no walking back.

The journey is just that a journey. There is no gurantee of a good time, a smooth road. Its just one of those things that you have to go with.

Heres hoping that the journey will be paved smooth more than ruts.