My butt got put on display a little bit today. I also didn't kick anyone in the nads for doing it either lol. There was also a boy in my bed thanks to my back.
I dont know what happened yesterday but today my back was killing me. I couldnt hardly walk, bending over was a joke and i took as many drugs as i could get my hands on. It doesnt hurt as bad now but it still hurts.
Yesterday was the Guys birthday and I told him I wanted my plate back. I really didn't think he would give it back right away lol but about 10 am he showed up with the plate lol. Fortunatly for him lol my back wasnt working right.
He got here and I was in my bed. I wasnt getting out of it for anything lol. He was sooo nice and rubbed my back for me and watched a movie with me lol. I rolled over on my belly, yes i know thats the international sign for yes you can touch me lol, and he rubbed me some more and took the opportunity to peek at my behind lol.
And then of course a little bit of kissing and then some kissing that if my dad wouldnt have been home would have led to full on pants off lol. He apologized to me for going so far because i told him i wasnt ready. but i did tell him that i was getting there lol.
Soooo my bed saw a little bit of action lol and were having lunch tomorrow. Maaan i wonder how much my friend is going to charge me for an overnight gig lol.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
No Sleep lol
I didn't fall asleep! Woohoo I made it all the way through a movie and didn't fall asleep! Though I'll be honest, I could have fallen asleep and not been unhappy. I was all curled up on the Guy on the couch lol.
He said to me that this is nice, referring to holding me, and i was like mmhmm. Why the hell would I admit that it's nice lol. When you do that things progress faster and Im not ready for faster lol. Hell at the video store we decided no horror and then I said and no pants around the ankles lol he said why and I said im not there yet lol. I know Im a horrible person but at least he knows where he stands lol.
Dinner really kind of sucked lol. The food, not the company. We went to the bad steak house lol overpriced and the food wasnt very good. If I would have been gordon ramsey id have been sending it back lol. I had steak soup that tasted like Chunky Cambells soup. Then they brought out our meals and I looked at him and said whats this lol. He said steak and we both looked at it lol. It was a halloween steak. Looked like a hockey puck lol. They didnt have the side he wanted so he ended up with soup. Which his was good lol thanks for the bite! And then the lady comes over and says shes taken care of our dinner. The way she said it it was like our whole meal was free, but it was only mine. So dinner ended up being cheaper than we thought lol.
So we chilled on the couch and it was nice. I could get used to that again. AND he doesn't smell like the kids dad did. I was laying there and he was breathing on me lol and i was like damn there are guys who dont have these problems lol. It was nice...really nice. And I probably would have gone further but he was a good guy and said something about the kissing we did after the movie leading to stuff. I told him no it wouldnt i wouldnt let it lol. Bullshit im bad when it comes to this stuff lol wed have been naked and in trouble lol.
All in all it was a great night. He said thanks for spending time with him and making his birthday nice. Awww thats so nice lol. Tomorrow he's going to lunch with me and the family since we will be in the town he lives in. Plus he got deviled eggs lol. I want to feed him lol he needs to stop telling me the junk he eats because it makes me want to feed him all kinds of good food lol.
Brenda, your welcome, thats why i wanted to share it because that kind of happy doesnt come around often enough and i think we all deserve a little happy even if it is living vicariously lol. Dawn...did you wear the letters off the keyboard yet? Are they imprinted on your forehead and cheek lol...no sleeping on the keyboard it wears it out faster lol.
He said to me that this is nice, referring to holding me, and i was like mmhmm. Why the hell would I admit that it's nice lol. When you do that things progress faster and Im not ready for faster lol. Hell at the video store we decided no horror and then I said and no pants around the ankles lol he said why and I said im not there yet lol. I know Im a horrible person but at least he knows where he stands lol.
Dinner really kind of sucked lol. The food, not the company. We went to the bad steak house lol overpriced and the food wasnt very good. If I would have been gordon ramsey id have been sending it back lol. I had steak soup that tasted like Chunky Cambells soup. Then they brought out our meals and I looked at him and said whats this lol. He said steak and we both looked at it lol. It was a halloween steak. Looked like a hockey puck lol. They didnt have the side he wanted so he ended up with soup. Which his was good lol thanks for the bite! And then the lady comes over and says shes taken care of our dinner. The way she said it it was like our whole meal was free, but it was only mine. So dinner ended up being cheaper than we thought lol.
So we chilled on the couch and it was nice. I could get used to that again. AND he doesn't smell like the kids dad did. I was laying there and he was breathing on me lol and i was like damn there are guys who dont have these problems lol. It was nice...really nice. And I probably would have gone further but he was a good guy and said something about the kissing we did after the movie leading to stuff. I told him no it wouldnt i wouldnt let it lol. Bullshit im bad when it comes to this stuff lol wed have been naked and in trouble lol.
All in all it was a great night. He said thanks for spending time with him and making his birthday nice. Awww thats so nice lol. Tomorrow he's going to lunch with me and the family since we will be in the town he lives in. Plus he got deviled eggs lol. I want to feed him lol he needs to stop telling me the junk he eats because it makes me want to feed him all kinds of good food lol.
Brenda, your welcome, thats why i wanted to share it because that kind of happy doesnt come around often enough and i think we all deserve a little happy even if it is living vicariously lol. Dawn...did you wear the letters off the keyboard yet? Are they imprinted on your forehead and cheek lol...no sleeping on the keyboard it wears it out faster lol.
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Date Night
I have a date tonight! Im sitting here trying to figure out what to wear. How casual do I want to go. It started out as steaks but now it's probably going to be IHOP. Which I don't mind one bit lol but I have to figure out how casual a shirt and which baby makin jeans im wearing lol.
It's his birthday and his mom made him steak last night, so I might be sol on the steak lol. If it's IHOP i already know what im getting lol.
I went up to the gas station to buy a lighter for him, wouldnt you know it they sold out lol. So sitting in my fridge are a couple deviled eggs. He says he loves deviled eggs, and I told him awhile ago that I would make him some for his birthday. I dont know if he remembers it or not but I did lol.
After dinner i think were going to rent a movie and check it out. I dont have enough money to take him to the movies, but I can rent one lol. Yay for a man paying for dinner lol. Too bad its not steak lol, but if i really want steak ihop has that lol but i want the crepes if we go there lol.
Think since Ive got an hour an a half before he gets here Ill just chill until about 730 and then get dressed and do the makeup thing lol. Baby making jeans and a tshirt i think! lol
It's his birthday and his mom made him steak last night, so I might be sol on the steak lol. If it's IHOP i already know what im getting lol.
I went up to the gas station to buy a lighter for him, wouldnt you know it they sold out lol. So sitting in my fridge are a couple deviled eggs. He says he loves deviled eggs, and I told him awhile ago that I would make him some for his birthday. I dont know if he remembers it or not but I did lol.
After dinner i think were going to rent a movie and check it out. I dont have enough money to take him to the movies, but I can rent one lol. Yay for a man paying for dinner lol. Too bad its not steak lol, but if i really want steak ihop has that lol but i want the crepes if we go there lol.
Think since Ive got an hour an a half before he gets here Ill just chill until about 730 and then get dressed and do the makeup thing lol. Baby making jeans and a tshirt i think! lol
Happiness
With everything we all have going on in our lives I thought I would share some happy. The kind of happy that you can see it, feel it, and cut it with a knife! Yes, that omg put you in a diabetic coma happy it's so sweet.
There is a couple who come in at my work and they are very nice. They are a year or so younger than I am but are happy and you can see the love they have for each other. It should make you sick lol but it just kind of gets you too.
Well before I hurt myself at work they were coming in a lot and i was working alot so we talked alot lol. They have fertility issues and couldnt have kids together. So they decided to adopt a baby. I don't blame them they have a lot of love to give and they wanted kids!
At Christmas we started hoping that they would get him then. Then January it was red tape. February still red tape. Then I stopped working lol.
Well Friday I was at work and I went in back or to the bathroom, I dont remember, and I come out and there they were. But instead of 2 it was 3!!!
We did everything but jump up and down, I know we giggled lol. I knew they had gotten the baby but the girl I asked about it wasnt to enthused so I didnt hear anything.
But that baby is CUTE! He has big eyes and big lashes and tight curly hair! Oooo he is soooo beautiful! They adopted him from Ethiopia and he is 13 months old and is doing wonderful with them.
He didnt want to come to me at first but lol Im a bad person I took him anyways lol. Yes the mom and dad were ok with that lol. She told me how he used to go to everyone but now hes a mama and daddy s boy. He can say mama and he is just sooo happy! They are so happy. Again we did everything but jump up and down lol.
They were glad me and Amelia were working because they wanted us to see the boy. Ooo that boy is beautiful! Im telling you it was the first seriously unadulterated moment of happiness that ive had since my grandpa died.
It makes me want to cry how happy the family is. They are blessed and I am blessed to get to share in it even if its just to be happy for them . I hope my boss watches the tapes lol and sees us two girls going gaga over that boy lol.
Hell the happy carried over for the rest of the night. Hell we giggled about it after they were gone, and hours later when we were cleaning up lol. I love happiness that is so infectious. Especially when you get to share in the joy of a new baby and a new family and new dreams for people who deserve it.
I cant wait to see that baby again and see how happy the parents are with him. Since they have had him, he got home in April, he can now sit up and say mama, and do all sorts of baby things that a little nurturing and love brings out.
So i know some of us are having a rough time, so i thought id share the happy. I wish i had a picture of the 3 of them, you can just see the happy and joy shine on all of them.
There is a couple who come in at my work and they are very nice. They are a year or so younger than I am but are happy and you can see the love they have for each other. It should make you sick lol but it just kind of gets you too.
Well before I hurt myself at work they were coming in a lot and i was working alot so we talked alot lol. They have fertility issues and couldnt have kids together. So they decided to adopt a baby. I don't blame them they have a lot of love to give and they wanted kids!
At Christmas we started hoping that they would get him then. Then January it was red tape. February still red tape. Then I stopped working lol.
Well Friday I was at work and I went in back or to the bathroom, I dont remember, and I come out and there they were. But instead of 2 it was 3!!!
We did everything but jump up and down, I know we giggled lol. I knew they had gotten the baby but the girl I asked about it wasnt to enthused so I didnt hear anything.
But that baby is CUTE! He has big eyes and big lashes and tight curly hair! Oooo he is soooo beautiful! They adopted him from Ethiopia and he is 13 months old and is doing wonderful with them.
He didnt want to come to me at first but lol Im a bad person I took him anyways lol. Yes the mom and dad were ok with that lol. She told me how he used to go to everyone but now hes a mama and daddy s boy. He can say mama and he is just sooo happy! They are so happy. Again we did everything but jump up and down lol.
They were glad me and Amelia were working because they wanted us to see the boy. Ooo that boy is beautiful! Im telling you it was the first seriously unadulterated moment of happiness that ive had since my grandpa died.
It makes me want to cry how happy the family is. They are blessed and I am blessed to get to share in it even if its just to be happy for them . I hope my boss watches the tapes lol and sees us two girls going gaga over that boy lol.
Hell the happy carried over for the rest of the night. Hell we giggled about it after they were gone, and hours later when we were cleaning up lol. I love happiness that is so infectious. Especially when you get to share in the joy of a new baby and a new family and new dreams for people who deserve it.
I cant wait to see that baby again and see how happy the parents are with him. Since they have had him, he got home in April, he can now sit up and say mama, and do all sorts of baby things that a little nurturing and love brings out.
So i know some of us are having a rough time, so i thought id share the happy. I wish i had a picture of the 3 of them, you can just see the happy and joy shine on all of them.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Open Bar
Two of my favorite words! Especially when they are stuck together! Open bar! ooo those two words are glorious lol. I have never been to a baby shower that had one before but im so glad today i did lol. We got our drink on in the back of the room lol.
My cousin got married a year ago and they are now expecting a baby. He works at a really nice restraunt and thats where they held it. My Aunt, his mom, loves her family lol and loves her morgan lol so there was an open bar.
My mom, and my uncles girlfriend Sandy went and I drove. On the way there bloody marys were mentioned and that my dad gave mom money lol. Well we got there and Sandy and I stayed outside to smoke and when we got in my mom comes over and tells us that she asked how much a bloody mary was and the guy says Open Bar...omg! Hells Yea!!!
Sooo right now Im on the tipsy side lol and I may go all the way to fucked up lol I have 3 bottles of wine in the fridge, supper is in the oven and bedtime for Mae is really truly just around the corner(since she has school tomorrow lol) we will see lol.
BUT Sandy lol brought up Margarita Mondays lol. OMG i was seriously just thinking about that lol. Soooo tomorrow come rain or shine lol we are having the first MM of the season lol. Shes bringing the tequila, Im getting the mix, and someone else will have to bring ice lol.
Then after the shower we went to the bar next door lol. Jeremiah Weed was our friend...well at least 3 of our friends lol my aunt and mom had beer. Except mom had a shot. Ok so anyone ever done a shot at a baby shower lol well i have lol. My mom actually texted my sister to find out how to make the shot lol. So we drank it lol. The bar next door couldnt make them cuz they didnt have all the booze lol.
Then we were sitting there and almost ready to order a 2nd round and my dad texted me telling me to come and get my kid lol. Did i mention my dad watched the girl today lol. And then he drove us all home lol. My mom is drunk, Sandys almost drunk, Im tipsy and one more would have put me over the edge lol.
Hells yea for a Sunday it was pretty good...now to see if the wine makes it....and i may be back blogging later lol lets see what happens when the boozy girl gets her drink on lol(in case you were wondering...Mae is all taken care of lol we have meatloaf cooking and then its bedtime lol...no matter what im a decent mom and my kiddo is taken care of!)
My cousin got married a year ago and they are now expecting a baby. He works at a really nice restraunt and thats where they held it. My Aunt, his mom, loves her family lol and loves her morgan lol so there was an open bar.
My mom, and my uncles girlfriend Sandy went and I drove. On the way there bloody marys were mentioned and that my dad gave mom money lol. Well we got there and Sandy and I stayed outside to smoke and when we got in my mom comes over and tells us that she asked how much a bloody mary was and the guy says Open Bar...omg! Hells Yea!!!
Sooo right now Im on the tipsy side lol and I may go all the way to fucked up lol I have 3 bottles of wine in the fridge, supper is in the oven and bedtime for Mae is really truly just around the corner(since she has school tomorrow lol) we will see lol.
BUT Sandy lol brought up Margarita Mondays lol. OMG i was seriously just thinking about that lol. Soooo tomorrow come rain or shine lol we are having the first MM of the season lol. Shes bringing the tequila, Im getting the mix, and someone else will have to bring ice lol.
Then after the shower we went to the bar next door lol. Jeremiah Weed was our friend...well at least 3 of our friends lol my aunt and mom had beer. Except mom had a shot. Ok so anyone ever done a shot at a baby shower lol well i have lol. My mom actually texted my sister to find out how to make the shot lol. So we drank it lol. The bar next door couldnt make them cuz they didnt have all the booze lol.
Then we were sitting there and almost ready to order a 2nd round and my dad texted me telling me to come and get my kid lol. Did i mention my dad watched the girl today lol. And then he drove us all home lol. My mom is drunk, Sandys almost drunk, Im tipsy and one more would have put me over the edge lol.
Hells yea for a Sunday it was pretty good...now to see if the wine makes it....and i may be back blogging later lol lets see what happens when the boozy girl gets her drink on lol(in case you were wondering...Mae is all taken care of lol we have meatloaf cooking and then its bedtime lol...no matter what im a decent mom and my kiddo is taken care of!)
Thursday, May 19, 2011
All Righty Then!
Blogger and my computer are not in synch at the moment! I tried to comment on Dawns blog and it wouldn't let me, it let me comment on Brendas blog, it let me blog twice, google told me it was too big to show up and wtf lol seriously! I need my blog! Especially since I have my fingers back lol. Im ready to exorcise the demons within lol. Seriously though, I just hate when my shit doesn't work when I want it to work lol.
Tomorrow is my first day back to work! Im nervous as hell. Its like my first day all over again except I know what I'm doing lol. And then Saturday I'm going in at 6 to make 8 six foot party subs! Holy hell, glad I listened to my mom and asked for pain meds just in case. Because technically I should still be off work because the doctor was going to put a second restriction on me but by doing that I wouldnt be able to work. So he left that off and now I'm back to working lol. Tomorrow should be interesting!
Jumped on the bathroom scale this morning and I have lost a small child! 58 pounds is gone and all I really want to lose is like another 5lbs so I can maintain my weight. Yay me!
Talked with the guy yesterday for like 2 hours and then texted all night lol. He likes me lol. Told him as plain as possible that this is who I am, this is what I won't tolerate, and if I want to be in a relationship with you I'll say something. He agreed with everything I was saying because as his profile says...he's looking for friends he can get together with and if anything comes from it cool. That's what dating is! I did make him promise me something lol. I made him promise that whoever else he decides to date please make sure they understand the concept of dating because the quickest way for me to leave is to have other girls coming at me for whatever reason lol.
Tonight is the graduation for Mae's preschool! School isn't out til june 1st lol but they are doing it tonight. Im going to have to figure out what shoes to put her in but im letting her wear this summer dress and I have to get a hair tie so I can put her hair up lol. With a little girl youd think id have hair ties but i dont lol.
Well i guess thats it for the moment lets see what the day brings lol.
Tomorrow is my first day back to work! Im nervous as hell. Its like my first day all over again except I know what I'm doing lol. And then Saturday I'm going in at 6 to make 8 six foot party subs! Holy hell, glad I listened to my mom and asked for pain meds just in case. Because technically I should still be off work because the doctor was going to put a second restriction on me but by doing that I wouldnt be able to work. So he left that off and now I'm back to working lol. Tomorrow should be interesting!
Jumped on the bathroom scale this morning and I have lost a small child! 58 pounds is gone and all I really want to lose is like another 5lbs so I can maintain my weight. Yay me!
Talked with the guy yesterday for like 2 hours and then texted all night lol. He likes me lol. Told him as plain as possible that this is who I am, this is what I won't tolerate, and if I want to be in a relationship with you I'll say something. He agreed with everything I was saying because as his profile says...he's looking for friends he can get together with and if anything comes from it cool. That's what dating is! I did make him promise me something lol. I made him promise that whoever else he decides to date please make sure they understand the concept of dating because the quickest way for me to leave is to have other girls coming at me for whatever reason lol.
Tonight is the graduation for Mae's preschool! School isn't out til june 1st lol but they are doing it tonight. Im going to have to figure out what shoes to put her in but im letting her wear this summer dress and I have to get a hair tie so I can put her hair up lol. With a little girl youd think id have hair ties but i dont lol.
Well i guess thats it for the moment lets see what the day brings lol.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Seriously
This is the reason I don't date people from the internet! PSYCHO BITCHES!
Here I am having a good time with this guy and I know he's not my boyfriend, I know that he is talking to other people, I know that he is dating other people and when you date someone that means you can go out with other people because youre not in a relationship.
Well I get home from doing therapy today and there is not 1 but 2 psycho bitches coming at me because of this guy! One is pissed because I made a smart ass comment on his page and the other straight messaged me to find out if I was dating this guy.
Then when I asked her why and what exactly is it she wanted to tell me she comes back with not wanting to step on toes and wanting to date him and dont tell him i talked to you. I was very very nice and wasnt a bitch like i can be! I told her i dont keep secrets and then when he texted me after his work meeting lol I told him we need to talk.
Um seriously thats not something you need to do at this stage of the game. I shouldnt have to talk to him about anything. Sooooo there was a huge discussion and I explained to him again that i dont play this game and that if he wanted me to run away all he had to do was let these bitches keep coming at me lol.
Funniest thing is, is that him and I never have said anything online about going out. So these two psychos picked me out of the bunch of girls. Maaaan wrong girl to pick.
So all the fun may come to a crashing halt because stupid people dont get the concept of dating and im not playing psycho games! Maybe he will bring me ice and lemonade lol
Here I am having a good time with this guy and I know he's not my boyfriend, I know that he is talking to other people, I know that he is dating other people and when you date someone that means you can go out with other people because youre not in a relationship.
Well I get home from doing therapy today and there is not 1 but 2 psycho bitches coming at me because of this guy! One is pissed because I made a smart ass comment on his page and the other straight messaged me to find out if I was dating this guy.
Then when I asked her why and what exactly is it she wanted to tell me she comes back with not wanting to step on toes and wanting to date him and dont tell him i talked to you. I was very very nice and wasnt a bitch like i can be! I told her i dont keep secrets and then when he texted me after his work meeting lol I told him we need to talk.
Um seriously thats not something you need to do at this stage of the game. I shouldnt have to talk to him about anything. Sooooo there was a huge discussion and I explained to him again that i dont play this game and that if he wanted me to run away all he had to do was let these bitches keep coming at me lol.
Funniest thing is, is that him and I never have said anything online about going out. So these two psychos picked me out of the bunch of girls. Maaaan wrong girl to pick.
So all the fun may come to a crashing halt because stupid people dont get the concept of dating and im not playing psycho games! Maybe he will bring me ice and lemonade lol
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