Here's the thing about vlogging. I hate hearing myself and watching myself. Unless of course I'm in one of my picture taking moods. I keep saying that I use this to vent and get it out and that's the truth. I'm one of those people who once it's out I'm usually good. So when I get a comment on a blog I usually have to go back and read what I've written. With vlogging I'm going to have to go back and watch what I said. I've gotten a couple comments on the first vlogs and I really don't remember what I said lol. Now I'm going to be forced to watch them so I can comment. Kathleen Im trying to get to your comment but since it was left on youtube I havn't gotten to it, sorry. I like the process of blogging because I can pound the keys if I want and I can backspace and edit. But once I start talking I don't want to have to delete the whole thing and start over. Or take the chance of saying something that I want to omit for any various reason for wanting to leave a portion out; like they do on contest shows the whole it was edited but didnt effect the outcome. I'm ready to be able to do blogs more often. Right now I'm pushing myself with just this short blog and I can feel the effort in my injured area. While healing I'm just like all other patients and have no patience and want results now. I want to get it done and over so I can get back to work. I need to find a new job but I need to get back to work. Out of the house and out in public because I'm turning into the Mae's dad. I've forgotten how to behave around people lol. I keep apologizing to my friends for not knowing how to not be all waaaaaaa lol. OK so i've pushed my arm far enough time to play pogo where i just use one finger lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5G_6flHQnY even though it says Saturday on the time this was actually a Friday post, cuz you know some shits going on when im here more than once a day. and until my hand is better lol i may be commenting on your blogs in my vlog because i typed one earlier today and it sucked and then there was the chapta chatka chatke whatever it is lol makes it work lol oh yea drugs are good! especially the ones you have a script for lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ts4tjPwzCA4 happy friday blog

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3o9_U-u6ko

I would so muc rather vlog at this point but thats impossible to do til Friday night late late. If your on my Facebook you got to see what we were up to yesterday. $90 some bucks in pictures, thank you credit card lol.

so its off to church and guess who is coming with me??? KATIE!!! yay! and today im taking her to see all the relatives she doesnt normally see and one on her dads side that really really miss her.

im not a bad ex..when katie lived here fulltime i would take her for breakfast a lot before school so her Aunt could see her so today we are going over there and to my grandparents and basically i get a whole day of Katie~

anyways time to hit the road, dang this short lil thing has worn out my hand lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6JtgHvllPZQ goofballs are us!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4d60n-CpNg4 more on my Dawn obsession lol enjoy the real bedhead lol