FML lol

I had two fucking mondays in a row! Let me tell you what if it wasn't for anxiety meds and my girls I'd be in a much different place right now.

the first fight happened and it was ugly. It was soooo ugly and sucked ass. Much crying was involved and then the girls jumped in and talked two crazy people off the ledge.

The end of the day was much nicer. Kimmi made it all better and helped us to see the situation through different eyes and well...yeah make up sex is good. But you know how it is as a chick. It's going to linger which sucks because i cant bitch about shit because its over with. which is the truth can't hold onto something ugly makes it so you can't hold onto something beautiful.

i choose something beautiful. what i have is what i want. its what i need, its something my kid needs and beyond that there is the love. Im a lucky girl to have good friends and how refreshing to have a fight that didn't involve violence. Crazy but i have to look at this as the glass half full because it's half full lol.

He's not staying the night but he did put the kid to bed and got the daddy call out of the way, and he'll be leaving soon. Me, im going to bed. Told him to lock the door on his way out. Figure its been a long day and I'd like to just go to bed lol.

Please dear god lol let everyones medication keep working lol